// I am a rockstar in the shower.

closer. Friday 3 February 2012

so today is already the 4th of february, meaning the second month of the year 2012. which also means that my finals for this sem is next month. which really means that this sem is going to end soon. i am so not ready to leave yet. okay. scrap the whole emo crap. but whatever it is, i am ready for the next chapter of my life. cheers.

21:23

:D Wednesday 25 January 2012

i am crashing other people's class like a boss. :P

01:32

Monday 23 January 2012

This song just gets to me everytime. It's the perfect song to fit my current mood, to express my emotions.

Cold as ice
And more bitter than a december
Winter night
That's how I treated you
And I know that I
I sometimes tend to loose my temper
And I cross the line
Yeah that's the truth

I know it gets hard sometimes
But I could never
Leave your side
No matter what I say
Coz if I wanted to go
I woulda gone by now but
I really need you near me
To keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave
I woulda left by now
But you're the only one that knows me
Better than I know my self.

All along
I tried to pretend it didn't matter
If I was alone
Deep down I know
If you were gone
For even a day I wouldn't know which way to turn
Coz I'm lost without you.

I know it gets hard sometimes
But I could never
Leave your side
No matter what I say
Coz if I wanted to go
I woulda gone by now but
I really need you near me
To keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave
I woulda left by now
But you're the only one that knows me
Better than I know my self.

I get kind of dark
Let it go too far
I can be obnoxious at times
But try and see my heart
Coz I need you need now
So don't let me down
You're the only thing in this world I would die without.

Coz if I wanted to go
I woulda gone by now but
I really need you near me
To keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave
I woulda left by now
But you're the only one that knows me
Better than I know my self.

Coz if I wanted to go
I woulda gone by now but
I really need you near me
To keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave
I woulda left by now
But you're the only one that knows me
Better than I know my self.

09:04

disappear.

wouldn't it be great to disappear for awhile? like, drowning into your own thoughts for some time that your only way out is to disappear? sometimes i want to vanish into thin air and disappear. sometimes i feel like curling into a ball and disappear from the face of the planet. How people would react to my silence or if they would even notice. but you know what? I don’t want to be found. Its getting a lot harder to breathe than ever before. But there’s no where to go so you want to die.

08:45

joanne! Sunday 22 January 2012

JOANNE!

i love you, bebeh. you are the sunshine to my dark gloomy days in class. and outside class. haha. eventhough 5 minutes ago you gave me that song that nearly made me cry, you always, i repeat, ALWAYS make me feel better. remember that retail therapy? or how you would pick me up to go to the beach when you knew i was down? dont forget all those jokes we had in class! this is such a short post because youre on the other line. and we're speaking different languages. hahahha. later later i write panjang2 for you okay? i love you, joanne thomas! i meant that as, friends. not those.. oh okay. you got it. :P *sweet kan i?* hahahahaha!

the picture looks good oh btw. because well. we're both in it. :P

12:20

boredom. Friday 20 January 2012

this is what happens when you have nothing better to do in class. :P

10:27

midnight.

i am sooooooooo i love with Johann Pachelbell's Canon in D. it's so soothing, it takes your breath away. just when you need some calming downn, or some goodnight lullaby, i guess this is the perfect song. that is if you enjoy this kind of music. i fell in love with it the first time i listened to it. but i guess i heard the guitar version first and it got to me right away. i was hooked. i even searched for the chords and was so keen on trying to play this song. instead, i was left there, instrument-less. haha. so day by day, the attempt to try this song fades away. :( haha. but then again. the song is played so beautifully that i still listened to it over and over. here's the piano version of the song. hope you'll love it like i do. :)

it is 1.36am here. and i am typing this on my bed, lying down with the laptop on my lap.i should be sleeping by now but i just showered so im kinda awake at the moment? and its been a while since im back here. ive been pretty busy with my college stuff to be back here, i guess? come to think of it, i still got loads to get done before the chinese new year hols its over. i think i should be making a checklist here just to let you guys remind me. (thats if anyone ever reads my blog. haha.)
- my assignments. i have CRS, CSC, and Tour & Travel assignments to work on. bring in the coffee!
- revision. lots and lotsssssss of revision. there's bound to be lots of tests and quizzes afrer the chinese new year hols. and believe me, i will still be in the holiday mood when class starts.
- get my external hard disk fixed. thanks to my butterfingers, my external hard disk is now fucked. there goes my everything in there. i need to get it fixed before i end up throwing things here and there. haha.
- buy myself some new sneakers. what? i look like someone that doesnt really wear sneakers much? well. judgemental much? i need them! for my backpacking trip next sem. its been a while since i actually bought a new pair of sneakers what. theres always a reason to get new shoes. :D
- save money so i could pay for HOTOUR's dinner, fine dining, trip to Ministry of Tourism, trip to Phuket, and the other things i need for those.
- speaking of trips, i need to get my proposal done. lots of work to do!
- start packing things in my room. my things are all over the room, its hard to walk from one end to the other. my things are basically everywhere. from clothes to drinks to books. sorry about that, room mates! i promise ill clear the mess. then maybe we could move out soon. :)
- have some time out with the people back in college. movies. bowling. dinner. lunch. beach. whichever. id kill to spend more time with each and everyone of you there. :(
- start working on my notebook book for next sem! im thinking The Devil Wears Prada? :D

im starting to run out of ideas on what else to do. i think i procrastinated too much that i lost track on what else to do? yeah. sounds about right. haha. okay. i should be going to sleep for now. goodnight, lovelies. cheerio! :)

10:13

Sharienna is my name. You can call me awesome.

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