// I am a rockstar in the shower.

:D Wednesday, 25 January 2012

i am crashing other people's class like a boss. :P

01:32

Monday, 23 January 2012

This song just gets to me everytime. It's the perfect song to fit my current mood, to express my emotions.

Cold as ice
And more bitter than a december
Winter night
That's how I treated you
And I know that I
I sometimes tend to loose my temper
And I cross the line
Yeah that's the truth

I know it gets hard sometimes
But I could never
Leave your side
No matter what I say
Coz if I wanted to go
I woulda gone by now but
I really need you near me
To keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave
I woulda left by now
But you're the only one that knows me
Better than I know my self.

All along
I tried to pretend it didn't matter
If I was alone
Deep down I know
If you were gone
For even a day I wouldn't know which way to turn
Coz I'm lost without you.

I know it gets hard sometimes
But I could never
Leave your side
No matter what I say
Coz if I wanted to go
I woulda gone by now but
I really need you near me
To keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave
I woulda left by now
But you're the only one that knows me
Better than I know my self.

I get kind of dark
Let it go too far
I can be obnoxious at times
But try and see my heart
Coz I need you need now
So don't let me down
You're the only thing in this world I would die without.

Coz if I wanted to go
I woulda gone by now but
I really need you near me
To keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave
I woulda left by now
But you're the only one that knows me
Better than I know my self.

Coz if I wanted to go
I woulda gone by now but
I really need you near me
To keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave
I woulda left by now
But you're the only one that knows me
Better than I know my self.

09:04

disappear.

wouldn't it be great to disappear for awhile? like, drowning into your own thoughts for some time that your only way out is to disappear? sometimes i want to vanish into thin air and disappear. sometimes i feel like curling into a ball and disappear from the face of the planet. How people would react to my silence or if they would even notice. but you know what? I don’t want to be found. Its getting a lot harder to breathe than ever before. But there’s no where to go so you want to die.

08:45

joanne! Sunday, 22 January 2012

JOANNE!

i love you, bebeh. you are the sunshine to my dark gloomy days in class. and outside class. haha. eventhough 5 minutes ago you gave me that song that nearly made me cry, you always, i repeat, ALWAYS make me feel better. remember that retail therapy? or how you would pick me up to go to the beach when you knew i was down? dont forget all those jokes we had in class! this is such a short post because youre on the other line. and we're speaking different languages. hahahha. later later i write panjang2 for you okay? i love you, joanne thomas! i meant that as, friends. not those.. oh okay. you got it. :P *sweet kan i?* hahahahaha!

the picture looks good oh btw. because well. we're both in it. :P

12:20

boredom. Friday, 20 January 2012

this is what happens when you have nothing better to do in class. :P

10:27

midnight.

i am sooooooooo i love with Johann Pachelbell's Canon in D. it's so soothing, it takes your breath away. just when you need some calming downn, or some goodnight lullaby, i guess this is the perfect song. that is if you enjoy this kind of music. i fell in love with it the first time i listened to it. but i guess i heard the guitar version first and it got to me right away. i was hooked. i even searched for the chords and was so keen on trying to play this song. instead, i was left there, instrument-less. haha. so day by day, the attempt to try this song fades away. :( haha. but then again. the song is played so beautifully that i still listened to it over and over. here's the piano version of the song. hope you'll love it like i do. :)

it is 1.36am here. and i am typing this on my bed, lying down with the laptop on my lap.i should be sleeping by now but i just showered so im kinda awake at the moment? and its been a while since im back here. ive been pretty busy with my college stuff to be back here, i guess? come to think of it, i still got loads to get done before the chinese new year hols its over. i think i should be making a checklist here just to let you guys remind me. (thats if anyone ever reads my blog. haha.)
- my assignments. i have CRS, CSC, and Tour & Travel assignments to work on. bring in the coffee!
- revision. lots and lotsssssss of revision. there's bound to be lots of tests and quizzes afrer the chinese new year hols. and believe me, i will still be in the holiday mood when class starts.
- get my external hard disk fixed. thanks to my butterfingers, my external hard disk is now fucked. there goes my everything in there. i need to get it fixed before i end up throwing things here and there. haha.
- buy myself some new sneakers. what? i look like someone that doesnt really wear sneakers much? well. judgemental much? i need them! for my backpacking trip next sem. its been a while since i actually bought a new pair of sneakers what. theres always a reason to get new shoes. :D
- save money so i could pay for HOTOUR's dinner, fine dining, trip to Ministry of Tourism, trip to Phuket, and the other things i need for those.
- speaking of trips, i need to get my proposal done. lots of work to do!
- start packing things in my room. my things are all over the room, its hard to walk from one end to the other. my things are basically everywhere. from clothes to drinks to books. sorry about that, room mates! i promise ill clear the mess. then maybe we could move out soon. :)
- have some time out with the people back in college. movies. bowling. dinner. lunch. beach. whichever. id kill to spend more time with each and everyone of you there. :(
- start working on my notebook book for next sem! im thinking The Devil Wears Prada? :D

im starting to run out of ideas on what else to do. i think i procrastinated too much that i lost track on what else to do? yeah. sounds about right. haha. okay. i should be going to sleep for now. goodnight, lovelies. cheerio! :)

10:13

Retarded Flatheads.

i stumbled upon this earlier today. for those of you who do not know what retarded flatheads is, its this thing i had between myself and Que. it was back in 2009 where we had this imaginary thing going on. we promoted this to almost everyone. we wanted it to work out in 2010, except, i did not happen.

dearest Que, my ayam. what happened to this! we promised! haha. but im gonna get it done sometime soon. then i'll show it to you when i get to see you. efff yeah. :P

01:32

CNY2012

hello peeps. its been a while since i last write crap. so yay. cheers to the return of sharienna. hahaha. :)
well. its already chinese new year. the year of the dragon, is it? but hey. i miss those memories i had when i was a kid. going visiting with the family. getting those red packets. visiting those beautiful chinese houses. this year, i guess i'll be celebrating it alone. it's not like i am celebrating it, but i mean, i'll be alone for the holidays. i miss those times when i was a kid. everything just felt so .. good. haha. okay. stopping the emo part. where was i? oh yeah.

Wishing everyone a happy, healthy and prosperous Year Of The Dragon. :)

01:27

Michelle-Skins Tuesday, 17 January 2012

“Tell me you love me. Like you’d die for me, like nothing else matters. Like your whole world stops turning because of me. Like you mean it, you little shit.”

-Michelle. (Skins)

00:32

WISHLIST.

Since it's still the start of a new year, i have decided to make a wish list. im making this simple. and i hope by the end of the year, im gonna get them marked off my notebook.

Fucking Coffee Mug.

2. Obesity and Speed Punk Collage Shirt

3. Road Trip

4. My make-up desk to look like this.

5. Louboutins!

6. An electric guitar.

7. Sandals

8. Dreamcatcher

these are only a few of the things on my wish list. i could just go on and on but i am already tired. og well. fingers crossed!

00:17

DAY #3 Monday, 16 January 2012

DAY 3: Type with your elbow.

JUFDDSDUIIUKLWE

IM SO GANGSTA I AM NOT DOING THIS CHALLENGE.

Labels: 30 days challenge, challenge, day 3

23:42

DAY #2

today's challenge?
WRITE ABOUT WHATEVER IS IN YOUR HEAD.

okay, then. here goes.

heyyyyy. i normally suck at writing whatever that comes in my head. because well. i have a problem of not expressing myself much? there. there's one secret about me out already. if i keep doing this, you're probably going to dig my secrets out like getting them from some drunken bitch. :P

you know what? i am freaking pissed right now. there's this sneakers i wanted soooooo badly. i was so excited when i was told i could get my hands on them. only 5 minutes before this i found out that it is out of stock and they might, yeah, MIGHT! restock them. urghhhh. sucks hairy balls.

and then i want so many other things. i want those boots. fuck. they're so adorable. i need to get my hands on them.
and that fender electric guitar which that sales guy is offering me RM650.
and those blazer for about RM80.
dont forget my shorts. one high waisted. one denims.
and skinny jeans.
and i need new perfume.

so many things and i'm spending most of money on something else. someone help me give me free money? :P

fuck. i am not talking any sense. sorry about that.

this song has been in my head for quite some time now. sorray.

Labels: 30 days challenge, challenge, day 2

00:27

DAY #1 Saturday, 14 January 2012

heyyyy there, readers of my blog! guess what? i'll be doing the blog challenge thing, which, instead of 30 days, im doing 50. challenge accepted, people. you guys are in for a ride (that's if i actually keep up with the challenge! :P)
lets start off with day one.

A picture of something you hate.

Yes, indeed. empty wallets. don't you just hate that? this is what i absolutely hate right now.
just when you found the perfect shoes or perfect clothes, that's when your wallet decided to let butterflies fly out instead.
i need money. loadssssssssss of money. i need new shoes. i need a camera. i need a guitar. i need a vacation. i need entertainment. i need, maybe a car. :P i need everything new.
I’m contemplating selling a kidney, if that makes me a billionaire. Why can’t money just magically appear in my bank account?
maybe i should think about what food to eat everyday? instead of pizza and KFC or McDonald's, i should probably eat something more local instead? hmmmm. just a thought.
i wish my money would make love and have hundreds and thousands and millions of more money. :D

I WISH I HAD A DECENT AMOUNT OF MONEY.

ps. here's a song to fit the current 'broke' mood.

Labels: 30 days challenge, challenge, day 1

08:55

random.

random. :)

02:07

bored.

it's saturday today and i havent done anything productive the whole evening. what am i supposed to do tonight? i guess you can say that i am currently the "Chairman of Bored"? haha. i even googled my name up. hahahha, all that come out are those on facebook and twitter and a few of my old blogs. i can always create a to-do list for tonight just to show you guys how bored i am.

go online. - uhhhh. yeah. sure. except the line's kinda slow here? so maybe i'll just skip that out.
lay in bed the whole day.
go out? i have no one to go out with at the moment. :(
do my HR assignment? nahh. i'll do that tomorrow. :P
watch movies? my external hard disk is fucked. there goes everything in there. :(
go to that charity concert thing? if i am willing enough to get out of bed and shower. :P

this boredom is physically painful. :( guess im gonna have to talk to myself again. 'Hi, me." :P

01:59

sexy. Friday, 13 January 2012

hey sexy. come be on my feet now already. sheesh.

22:08

BULU. :P

this is what happens when you leave your laptop and jacket in front of me, dearest Syiqin Zaidi. :P

21:44

Avatar Darkside

just doing my friends a favour. for those of you who likes Metalcore, try listening to them. they are acalled Avatar Darkside. :)

Avatar Darkside - Reverbnation

Facebook fan page

support the local music scene! :)

18:07

Chris!

he's so adorable. :D

18:03

wa lao eh! its been so long since i actually updated this blog of mine. this is why i always change blogs or something. what the hell. its already the new year, yeah 2012, maybe i should start making my own new years resolutions? one that actually says UPDATE YOUR BLOG MORE FREQUENTLY!
okay. that is all. :D

17:47

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