it's like your screaming and no one can hear

you almost feel ashamed that someone could be that important

that without them you feel like nothing

no one will ever understand how much it hurts

you feel like hopeless like nothing can save you

and when it's over and it's gone

you almost wish that you can have the all the bad stuf back

so that you could have the good

things have been a biiiiit different around here. new shops, new malls, new faces. how long was i gone? lol. still, they are pretty much the same. :) that night i was out with my sister for a ride around town. i forgot that i was on a ride with her, that i started singing my heart out to the songs in the car. i guess you can tell that my sister was kinda surprised my singing habits? i was practically screaming instead of singing. my friends back in college got used to me screaming songs. haha.

ive taken a ride around town, but i havent had a chance to get out and walked on the streets here yet. i gotta make sure i do. i miss this place, actually. i mean, like i said earlier, its great to be home. being next to my family, and my cats! haha. :)

i havent met any of my friends here yet. most of them are busy or not here anyways. some are busy working, or somewhere in kk. que? my ayam dajaj biefieber, she left for kl earlier this year. i havent seen her for almost a year? ohmygawhh yeah. a year! i miss you, ayam! and i miss my friends here too. hoping we could meet again some day.

as for my college friends, i miss you guys too! guess what? our results are coming out next week! im soooo nervous, as always, and at the same time, it kinda gets me excited about it? but mostly on the nervous part. and  thennn, i havent settled my rented house yet. :( i hope i'll be able to get a place to stay! i want somewhere near to college. and i need more housemates! so far i have my silly shisha and my insane crab. wonder how it'll be like to be in the same house with them? hehe! :)

aite, i think thats pretty much it for my post today. imma end it with a 'teehee'. so yeah. TEEHEE!

sharienna was here. :)

"cause there'll be no sunlight,

if i lose you baby.

and there'll be no clear skies,

if i lose you baby.

and just like the clouds my eyes will do the same,

if you walk away,

everyday it will rain."

It Will Rain - Bruno Mars

damn i so love that song. i've been listening to it over and over, everyday since i first found out about the song. i love bruno mars. his voice for that song is like, superb, as always. and! any girl would be lucky to gave bruno mars by her side. or at least a guy thats like him. :)

anyways, hello avid readers of my blog (eventho it has only been like what, 3 posts? lol), im back homeeeeee! after about 5 months? im finally home. it feels so good to be back home actually, and to be back to my loved ones back home. i miss you all so much! now i know what they meant by the phrase 'no place like home'. haa. ;D

i'll be back here for about a month. so i gotta make use of my time here. even if it means onlining the whole day? or the whole night? okay, maybe not. so haaaa. will update soon. toodles! ;D

p.s this was written during a sleepy mode. :D
sharienna was here.

okay. since this is my first post, lets start with first things first. INTRO. :)

hi, my name is sharienna, i am 19 this year, born on the 1st of july 1992. originally from miri, sarawak, malaysia, to be specific. current location: kuching, sarawak. there, i think that's enough intro for now, right? haaaaa. 

and for those who are curious on how i look. here's a photo of me. im the girl in the black outfit, standing next to my friend, Shisha. :D

 yeah, as i said earlier, im about to head to bed. why am i still awake at this hour, on a tuesday morning? well, thats up to you to find out. haha. till we meet again, mr bloggie.

sharienna was here.